Unexpected Experience by Fate and Destiny

OMG OMG OMG OMG...( i wrote four times coz i dun like three...) time does not fly...time teleports...O_O...i noe this doesn't make any sense....watever.....lol...sry for not blogging for soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long...it been a century already....oh no...i m getting old...................now let's start wif the topic for today....wait a minute...wat the topic again.....err....er.....AH! 1st i wana talk bout my eng oral test....this year was a little different to me than the past years.....everyone got do wif their closest friends...except me....coz juz so happened i wasn't sitting in a row...it was juz a row below...thnx to Pn.D...and thnx again to Pn.D, for picking four in a group...ROW by ROW......=.=...u noe wat happens next...then i had to do wif Yan Chi, Suba and Sarah-Ann....its not like i dun like them...but i m too used to be wif closest frenz....nevermind...Fate and Destiny wanted me to try sumthing new this year....since...i m alone from young (might be till adult)...might as well try to stand alone.....and...BERDIKARI!!!!....no matter who, we still nid to learn to stand on our own as well...why not learn now? rite?.....so thr i was.....listening to theirs plans....we din care much...until one week b4 da oral day, it was free period ( i thnk) so they called me along to discuss.....went over while looking from afar whr four of my friends r discussing together....( i felt isolated from my friends).....then again, the new friends were very nice ^_^ n friendly...n btw...all of them were really good....(except me).....Yan Chi tot of a topic n she elaborated nearly the whole oral by her own.....we juz sit n listen....W-O-W......she's a totally diff standard than mua......nowonder she was in the public speaking group...n nowonder she's the "Drama Queen"....expressions, emotions, vocabularies.....everything was in thr....everyone chs a part...thr's four paragraph....3 of them were snatching....leaving the intro to me...T___T....that's the worst of all....coz i gotta start 1st....n i gotta make a good impression....i got a little pressure coz i tot i might pull theirs marks down...T_T...."Purge, Starve and Perfect Body Image" is our title....its bout anneroxia n bulemia .....n wat not to do .....

Oral day : omg...my script ( i printed) is only half an A4 paper....theirs r like......2-3 A4 papers full?!!?........O___O i m so busted......they were very nice to help me add a lot more into intro...YC was teaching me how to speak in front n how to attract ppl.....juz when we wanted to rehearse ......" GROUP 5 !!!!! PLS COME OUT!!! HURRY UP!!! HURRY UP!!!" ......D-O-O-M-E-D................in my head words like " domination" "destruction" "destroy" "die" "death" "doom" "dead" were running though my mind...i wasn't scared at 1st....now i m REALLY worried....the other three were also worried but they asked me to calm down...coz i was goin 1st...T___T.....the....talk....talk....show pic....erm.......think....talk...see paper....look at the 3 for some backup......talk...talk....end....... I missed out lots of parts coz i couldn't read my own writing when i was half worried........at least if was an O-K O-K for Pn . D......the other 3 were very fluent O_O....even though they refer the paper from time to time....they still did VERY well......theirs were 2 times of mine......which made a big contrast........oooppss.........FINALLY, after it is finally over....Pn.D shocked us all wif one sentence...." THIS IS THE KIND OF ORAL I WANTED U GUYS TO DO!!!!! GREAT JOB!!!".......O___O!!!!...."YC sounded like a nutritionist, Suba sounded like a dietition, Sarah sounded like a promoter n narrator....u...u...that gal....was ok la....."( i knew i wasn't that gud anyway...they deserve it).....lol....i din expect the whole class to listen so well.....everyone's eyes were on us ( mostly them)......we got the highest mark for oral in da whole class....the ones b4 us had to do again.....( including my friends) OOOOO....guess i was fortunate to learn n experience sumthing new......all thnx to Pn.D........O.O.......................great experience though....i finally noe how much more i need to learn.... -END-


ps: maybe i m destinated to learn sumthing new.....it all depends on fate....



oh ya!!!! i wana add sumthing...thr's been lots of hard decisions lately.....i was pressured till i can't sleep properly ( i woke up at night).....so i decided to seek help from the Tarot Master...-> Kin Gwn....( coz i m very lazy to use my own cards , they r stuck under my pile of books) ....thnx to him ^^ , i finally have a guide on which to decide.....THNX SOOO MUCH!!!!!! almost eevrything is done now.......still some homeworks left....lol i m doin now.....kk enuff blabberring .....on to hw....byez~~ n thnx~ n also thnx to Yih Tang for helping out so much in KPRS....sry i couldn't come out early.....!!! ^_^