DOom, DeSTRoy, DeSTruCTiOn....DeATH

LOL....i downloaded the file to release stress from YT's blog....cool.....LOL....having fun to destroy...muahahaha....if u noticed, thr's a lot of mini blood splats.....i start of by putting lots of termittes , until my desktop is dominated by termittes....then i ...KILL THEM...!!!!...muahahaha...i love using the stamp , machine gun n flamethrower the most....lol....but i used lots of ways to kill them....above is the destruction of my desktop..................XD

Ps : thnx YT for putting that....i had lots of fun....

Melancholy of the Dawn~

these are photos for the last post.....read the last post 1st...i noe its long but juz scanned through to know wat i m talking about....

the middle one is the couple chicken( before)

the middle one is the couple chicken( after)

The CAR....-XD-

monopoly...the classical family game....

total lands i have bought...lol...i bought non-stop....

the car emerges as the winner of the day woohoo....wif this much money...i wish all of it were real..T.T

the characters of the day...*credits*

ReLease your inner SpiRit!!! BurN Fire of DeAth n Life

btw, lame topic...dun mind it...it is totally not related.....so many to write....so little time....ahem.....note : from the next sentence onwards...it is written wif a British accent.....for fun...

According to my previous blog posts, I always start my posts with a delightful summary of the few events I have not posts about. Therefore, I would first like to share about my February Test results. Some of them were marvelous others were absolute disaster. The first paper I got back was my Malay language paper, which was not quite satisfying. This then causes the blood pressure to rise, baroreceptors in the arch of the aorta and carotid arteries are stimulated, which then increase the rate of nerve impulses sent to the cardiovascular centre in the medulla oblongata , which then again send nerve impulses to the effectors via the parasympathetic nerves resulting in a weaker cardiac muscle contration, lower heartbeat rate, resistence of blood flow is reduced, and therefore decreases the blood pressure to normal. I was further shocked by the even shocking results for my English for Science and Technology paper along with my Moral paper which i spent the least time after Mathematics. For the English for Science and Technology , I scored a thirty -eight out of fourty which is quite amazing , because according to my memory centre in my medulla oblongata, I did not write any professionally done additional points that deserve such score. Moral on the other hand wasn't so bad, judging by the fact that I scored a thirty-five out of fourty . This was a first time but it does not bring me too much happiness. I noticed that my results normally drops gradually as time pass. Therefore, my results are inversely proportional to time. However, my additional mathematics, Chinese language , modern mathematics and others are below the iimunity level of satisfication. To my own surprise, I did not show much emotions on the contrast of my results. In facts, I was more concerned on my daily activities and my daily nap times which was decreasing gradually everyday. This might further lead to lack of sleep and formation of dark eyes. Even so, these days I feel overly stressed by many sources . In short, I am in need for a nice long sleep. Time of sleep has became a limiting factor to my daily activities.
Note: the text below are written in the form of short forms and multilanguages . In other words : bac to my old stlye....

BBQ Part 2
i m gona continue on my last last post...the part whr i was interupted...haha....okay...whr did i stopped?.....hmmm...oh ya...rite....then we juz try to forcefully eat it...actually i was the only one who was "forcefully" coz they seemed utterly relaxed.....@_@....and i was the last one to finish it.....swallow the whole thing wif one big gulp....and i nearly throw up coz i was choking .....very badly....T.T.....then her mom asked us to help bring out the ingredients, one by one we brought out the stuff, soon the whole table was too packed to fit anymore......we took the grilling forks ( big gigantic forks if u ask me), n each of us struggle to poke the chicken which was soaked in sum yellow ingredient ( i think its kunyit) into the fork.....SM said she heard we must poke n pull or watever way to put the chicken in straight 90 degrees angle so that it'll be bbq-ed evenly.....however, out of 2 chickens n three ppl trying...only one succeed...lol.....we could wait no more so off we got to bbq, at last her dad helped us...hehe.......then we bbq...SM was telling us her true unbelievable story while all of us listen in silence while checking on the bbq-items from time to time.....oh ya, even WH was thr, he is ms 's bro 's fren....also my fren though.....same club plus i knew his bro.......since we were stuck to our stone sits ( ms's dad pile up the bricks as a bench), we might as well help the others to bbq their food...they were having fun n chatting while we the older ones have to serve them....anyway, i was asked to generate my steamboat pot along wif ms, both of us generated, and start putting ingredients in....funny thing is...it shut down on its own all of a sudden....we on n off the switch...it started ok...and then it off by itself again....lol...maybe too much electric? after that, sumhow, but i duno how, ms's dad fix da prob.^_^.....then while i was taking care of the other chickens, sumone got hold of the chicken i took care for so long n already booked.....T___T my blood sweat~, jx n ms n xq being so caring helped take some steamboat when it was done.....then we chat n eat while turning the forks......then when SM was bbq-ing her sausages, i applied honey + butter to the sausages i was making...this then makes a new menu " Honey Sausage"...lol...XQ, JX, MS, and me like it soo much...they keep "ordering" hooney sausages...u guys shud try it...when u r bbq-ing...u noe the stuff to apply on chicken? put it on the sausage too....its nice...but u muz have a mixture of honey to make it nicer...lol...new recipe....then SM came up wif a high difficulty chicken ( difficulty level : 5 starz), the fork had two ends, each holding a raw chicken, but both were not very stable.....i took the challenge...lol.....then we named it the "Couple Chicken" ...lol...XP...coz it came in a couple....n blacken in a couple...lol....because of my immaturity, one was too black n one was too white....i sumhow figure a way to balance it.....hahaha.....ohh ya...the name is also because they stuck to each other during the burning, lol.....later on...one of them fell of when we were adding charcoals, it is said that " one of them sacrifice itself to get burn , begging us to let go of its lover....." of coz we were the ones to make up such a story....later when both was cooked, they separated eventully, hahaha...lol...short love story...we call it " The love story of the bbq chickens".........swt..=.=...this is wat humans can do when they r bored....then eat eat, chat, chat, laugh , laugh , wash , wash , eat minicornetto n 5 of s went to ms's room........took out monopoly to play....picked our own symbol, i wanted a horse but ms lost her horse, so i picked the car~.....jx is the ship, ms is the iron ( coz she dun wan the last choice the shoe...she wasn't listening when we were picking so we all picked first lol...such mean frenz) , xq the dog, lastly sm the hat......rolled dice...i m first ( ^^ first time being first, got the greatest number), then ms, jx, xq then sm...( she wanted first actually ...too badi offered to let her first but she dun wan).....This is the weird part, while we r still in the first round, ms closed her door...then her sis wana come in....then she can't open...then she shout " dun play la...open the door"...ms pulled the door...."oi...u let go la...u wan cum in or not....dun play la"....laughters r heard " haha...oi..open the door laaa~~ hahaha...." ms : " u la....we open already faster let go off the door..!!!" guess wat...actually both parties already let go of the door...but it won't budge....why?....coz we r stuck inside....LOL.......their laughter made it sounds like a prank but actually its not....5 of our take turns to try to open the door but none succeed....ms ask her sis call her dad....but both sides still can hear laughter...lol...it did not sound serious...at least to me...i dun even noe y i was so relax.....since we were waiting, we continue to play...lol....look at how relaxed we were...except for ms....she looks scared.....sm after telling ghost stories was also slightly afraid sumthing had lock us in....muahahaha....err...no that i dun believe in things...juz that...i m the SHINIGAMI!!!!! muahahahaha.....i have nth to be afraid of.......lol...jk....juz that wif my guardian necklace i feel safe...n i noe that we still can call the locksmith if its worst.......then lol...in the game, xq n sm went into jail...hahaha....pity them....3 of us were quite smooth...i already bought 2 stations...n i din noe the pay for each station adds up according to the number of stations owned...cool.....then ms's dad came knocking, he tried to communicate n use different ways to open the door....failed...then he came in from the window O.O......amuzing......so brave.....one gud thing having a balcony at the master bedroom....we open the window, let him in , he did some clicks n pushes, bang, bang, click , click....and WALA~ the door is open...u can see ms's relieved face, jx, xq n sm 's smiling faces.....looks like i m the only one whose totally relaxed...lol...duno y....continue our game....sm was initially the banker, then when she nearly got bankrupt, ms took over the bank....lol...everytime i stopped at a place...i m sure to buy it...n l was the lucky one to stop at all four stations, and a few expensive lands...lol....by collecting the rentals from them, i became rich coz i own lots of lands...lol....n my 4 stations...well me n ms were the only ones who went to jail once....xq having a coincedence , she bought a very cheap land, rental is only 2 bucks ..lol...but everytime she collected 2 bucks...she is sure to fall into jail on that round...lol...talk bout dejavu...wat a coincidence ......we had lots of fun...well..at least i did...hahaha....judging by the never-ending situation, sm set a time n by that time, who has the most money wins....but way b4 that i was already the richest...LOL.....money ~ money~ $$$$...^^....as the game goes on...ms became richer every round...but not as much as me coz she dun have luck to stop on lands to buy them...xq wat getting bankrupt, we helped each other though ...we gave discounts to each other...n keep the change n stuff...lol...its inofficial.....then every happy moments...come to an end......the phone alarm rings...n we all noe its time to keep stuff.....n yeah~ i was the honourable winner~~ ( SO HAPPY COZ I NEVER WIN IN MONOPOLY....I WAS ALWAYS IN THE MIDDLE OR SECOND LAST)...I DID NOT WANT TO KEEP SO EARLY COZ I WAS ENJOYING THE LUXURY LIFE...LOL......TOO BAD ITS NOT REALITY....keep stuff...my call...pack stuff....go bac....home sweet home.....gud nite~ ZZzzzz...............-END-

xXSilver Feathers of Memoriez Xx

Leave some memories that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot; anything you remember. Happy memories, weird memories, bad memories....absolutely anything. Feel free to type as long as you want, for i shall never forget....^_^

got this from facebook, i really wanted to post this here....hope u guys actually reply to this...~XD~

"Summary" =.= ...more of an essay....

*ahem*....now i m gona start of with my current condition.....(i m gona try to do this as summarized as possible since i already noe i can't do summary well in a blog unless i cut of every single detail) ....LAZY, excited for tml's gifts ( nop...not from anyone but ME!!!! yea...yea...i noe its crazy and stupid....unless, unmeaningful, wasting money, wasting resources, self-centred...etc...etc) but WHO CARES!!!! I have been doin this for 4 years n i m not gona miss this year!!!! XD~~, totally haven started studying....( i heard YT already finish 3 subjects O_O), happy ( coz i feel nice to have frenz ^_^ ), miserable ( i can never get updated on hw), slightly relieved ( most projects r done), goosebumps ( something happened recently), RELIEVED on another thing ( thnx to kg for taroting ! ^_^....) , VERY VERY HAPPY sumthing finally ended once n for all and for ever and ever...muahahaha ( i won't be seeing that #!#%^%^& AHHHH MUAHAHAHAHA), a little crazy, mildly emo ( luv being emo), enjoying my peaceful single life~.....that's all i guess OHYA one more thing !!! BROKE....TOTALLY BROKE, BANKRUPT, POK KAI, BO LUI, GULUNG TIKAR, OKANE GA NAI, PO CHAN ...in other words.....x $ x........T___T .....noooo my cash~~~...ok...enuf....*ahem*....i'll go on in reverse chronicle order = from latest to outdated....

HAPPY VALENTINES~~!! hope those who wana confess have successful confession, hope those without valentine can find a valentine soon, hope those coupling have a nice valentines together, n most of all hope everyone ( alone or not) enjoy Valentines......even if u r broke like mua.....here's y i got broked terribly -> total budget at first : <>....^_^ dun wana spend too much this year ....support interact by buying a rose 3.5 n an "everlasting rose " = fake rose 1.5.....flip through CS catalogue, JH promoted da conical flask with stars....-.- reject, i asked for discount ( was kidding at 1st)...i said 8...he said costs price is 8....i said 8n50...he said 9....i say dun wan...he ask me to buy....i said if u put 100 instead of 99 stars in it...( i tot it would be full if i put 100), he say no pb...since i din buy anything from cs yet....then....$ lor.....budget went up to < RM15, ( nid ...nid...to cut ....nid to cut down) i remembered i joked to bkt in form 3 to ask him buy a library product for me...actually i already bought 4 myself....mana tau he really bought.....i dun wana owe any1 b4 i graduate....plus i remebered its xxx's b'day....bought 2 RM2.00 lolli from cs ( lazy to find other clubs) .....i tot its the end....JH again....asked if i wan to upgrade to super lolli...reject....he say he discount 2.5.....i ask y...he said that da members did too much...i kesian the members...so i buy super lolli at 2.5.......budget increase, money decrease....cancelled rose from interact, buy a purple rose for 3.00 from 5J, i accidentally saw my fren gave me a present, feel bad....buy the same thing for her 2.5 keychain, buy 4 her but not for other 3 frenz, feel sorry, buy 2.00 lolli from leo,last fren dun like lolli, bought paper rose from cheer for her, budget shot up to < RM25, a little dizzy for excessive lost of $....T_T....shud not have supported cs...summore no free gift T_T, FINALLY, last sat, went to nin, Dharsan : "XD!, XD!" "wat?" "eunice bought u a gift for valentines!!!" ( in a weird tone, as if eunice is my bf) " couldn't be...i sat b'side her i would have known!" "but she did!!!" Aidan : " he's lying...actually he sent u a gift!!!" "eh...?" D : " no!! NO!!!...eunice really really sent u a gift!!!"..."ok...y r u telling me?" "coz E sent u a gift!!" " ....-.-..." "k watever".....mon- XD to E " did u sent me a gift? " ( tells the whole story) "ahhh u found out...i m gona kill D!!!" ..O__O that was so sweet...i tot D was pranking using E's name!!! felt bad...bought the same gift bac to her....2.00 kelab kebajikan......add up total.....RM 27.5 !!!!!.....T____T....flying $$$$......-end-

BBQ on sunday 8/2/09
at 4.30pm, went ot pasar malam to buy fishball as i was invited to go to a bbq + steamboat party wif four close frenz at MS's house.......JX, MS,XQ,SM.....i kinda got caught up wif the stuff at pasar malam so was kinda late..hehe.....reach thr chat chat.....MS 's mom called us for "tang yuen"....(wth....i dun like t.y.)....accidentally slipped out the words i dun like ty to JX...she..O_O...i said err...no...i juz dun really like hot TY....hehe....XP...nvm lo...juz eat lo...when i see the colour....@_@ y is it brown?!?...i tot its suppose to be colourless...*smell*...smells ok....have a taste....* omg....omg...* ginger soup!!!.....i m gona die!!...( i like ginger but not ginger soup) XQ n JX wasn't very comfortable wif the taste too but not worst than me....( have to...have to...stay polite....hang...hang on...) squeeze the stuff force the thing down my oesophagus wif one gulp... to be continue....( i m naggeg by my mom...can't continue)

Unexpected Experience by Fate and Destiny

OMG OMG OMG OMG...( i wrote four times coz i dun like three...) time does not fly...time teleports...O_O...i noe this doesn't make any sense....watever.....lol...sry for not blogging for soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long...it been a century already....oh no...i m getting old...................now let's start wif the topic for today....wait a minute...wat the topic again.....err....er.....AH! 1st i wana talk bout my eng oral test....this year was a little different to me than the past years.....everyone got do wif their closest friends...except me....coz juz so happened i wasn't sitting in a row...it was juz a row below...thnx to Pn.D...and thnx again to Pn.D, for picking four in a group...ROW by ROW......=.=...u noe wat happens next...then i had to do wif Yan Chi, Suba and Sarah-Ann....its not like i dun like them...but i m too used to be wif closest frenz....nevermind...Fate and Destiny wanted me to try sumthing new this year....since...i m alone from young (might be till adult)...might as well try to stand alone.....and...BERDIKARI!!!!....no matter who, we still nid to learn to stand on our own as well...why not learn now? rite?.....so thr i was.....listening to theirs plans....we din care much...until one week b4 da oral day, it was free period ( i thnk) so they called me along to discuss.....went over while looking from afar whr four of my friends r discussing together....( i felt isolated from my friends).....then again, the new friends were very nice ^_^ n friendly...n btw...all of them were really good....(except me).....Yan Chi tot of a topic n she elaborated nearly the whole oral by her own.....we juz sit n listen....W-O-W......she's a totally diff standard than mua......nowonder she was in the public speaking group...n nowonder she's the "Drama Queen"....expressions, emotions, vocabularies.....everything was in thr....everyone chs a part...thr's four paragraph....3 of them were snatching....leaving the intro to me...T___T....that's the worst of all....coz i gotta start 1st....n i gotta make a good impression....i got a little pressure coz i tot i might pull theirs marks down...T_T...."Purge, Starve and Perfect Body Image" is our title....its bout anneroxia n bulemia .....n wat not to do .....

Oral day : omg...my script ( i printed) is only half an A4 paper....theirs r like......2-3 A4 papers full?!!?........O___O i m so busted......they were very nice to help me add a lot more into intro...YC was teaching me how to speak in front n how to attract ppl.....juz when we wanted to rehearse ......" GROUP 5 !!!!! PLS COME OUT!!! HURRY UP!!! HURRY UP!!!" ......D-O-O-M-E-D................in my head words like " domination" "destruction" "destroy" "die" "death" "doom" "dead" were running though my mind...i wasn't scared at 1st....now i m REALLY worried....the other three were also worried but they asked me to calm down...coz i was goin 1st...T___T.....the....talk....talk....show pic....erm.......think....talk...see paper....look at the 3 for some backup......talk...talk....end....... I missed out lots of parts coz i couldn't read my own writing when i was half worried........at least if was an O-K O-K for Pn . D......the other 3 were very fluent O_O....even though they refer the paper from time to time....they still did VERY well......theirs were 2 times of mine......which made a big contrast........oooppss.........FINALLY, after it is finally over....Pn.D shocked us all wif one sentence...." THIS IS THE KIND OF ORAL I WANTED U GUYS TO DO!!!!! GREAT JOB!!!".......O___O!!!!...."YC sounded like a nutritionist, Suba sounded like a dietition, Sarah sounded like a promoter n narrator....u...u...that gal....was ok la....."( i knew i wasn't that gud anyway...they deserve it).....lol....i din expect the whole class to listen so well.....everyone's eyes were on us ( mostly them)......we got the highest mark for oral in da whole class....the ones b4 us had to do again.....( including my friends) OOOOO....guess i was fortunate to learn n experience sumthing new......all thnx to Pn.D........O.O.......................great experience though....i finally noe how much more i need to learn.... -END-


ps: maybe i m destinated to learn sumthing new.....it all depends on fate....



oh ya!!!! i wana add sumthing...thr's been lots of hard decisions lately.....i was pressured till i can't sleep properly ( i woke up at night).....so i decided to seek help from the Tarot Master...-> Kin Gwn....( coz i m very lazy to use my own cards , they r stuck under my pile of books) ....thnx to him ^^ , i finally have a guide on which to decide.....THNX SOOO MUCH!!!!!! almost eevrything is done now.......still some homeworks left....lol i m doin now.....kk enuff blabberring .....on to hw....byez~~ n thnx~ n also thnx to Yih Tang for helping out so much in KPRS....sry i couldn't come out early.....!!! ^_^