時間の時間 "Jikan no Jikan" (Times of Times)

this pic is a pic based on my private manga wif digimon characters which i gave them my frenz and cousins' names....^_^
nooooooooooooooo~~~!!!!!! the holidays r almost coming to an end !!!! my precious time juz flew past at the speed of light T.T~.........BUT!!!! its not the end yet until its past 12.00 midnight of the last day of holiday ....that is....today....04/01/09.....wow...09 edi ar? (btw the title is random)....i still feel 08 leh......the minute...nah..the second 08 change to 09 is the milli second i start worrying whether i can hang on till the end of 2009.....do i have any regrets? YEAH !!! YOU BET"CHA!!! LOADS OF THEM TOO!!!!...i din get to try my new games coz i juz bought it 2 days ago ( thnx to my mom for stopping me to buy earlier) , and yeah....my adventure hasn't even reach the climate yet, and i already have to stop.....all my TO DO LIST events are not fully done yet....plus...i still got homework not yet done......and i haven read enough manga yet!!!! AHHHH!!!!!.....wat have i been doin most of my time??....sleeping.....and doin unnecessary stuff.....i myself dun even noe y i only did so little stuff in such a long period....=.=......sum1 stole my time?......if only i can stop time or reverse time....but if i can do that...so does everyone....i m still not ready for 2009 yet....T__T...sumone save me....i dun think anyone will noe why i dun wan to move forward....too much thing...INCLUDING SPM!!!!! and....exam...study...study.....homework....homework.... not juz that...i got a whole lot of other things to do also.......ahhhhhh!!!!you might advice me to look at the bright side...study harder, concentrate....and in a flash everything is over......to me....NO WAY!!!! the past few years it might looked that way...but to me i dun think 2009 is gona be as easy as the past few years.......if u r an adult...u might say.......its normal....everyone goes through that part of time before...by the time its over...you'll have a different ...stress?.....and by that time...u'll wish ur still in form 5.......=.=.........u dun get it......i got a LOT of things that pressures me this year.........it may be normal or nothing to u...but it is definitely not juz a nothing......those "pressure & stress"....is a REAL BIG THING....to me.......AHHHHHHH!!!!!...i can't stand it anymore.......noooooo...........omg...i m crapping a lot today......if i wana be positive....here's what i'll think : oh yeah...another new chapter of life coming up...^^ i wonder if anything nice is gona happen this year...maybe i'll get new frenz....maybe a did sumting great.....2008 was a blast...i went to CF 2008, tried to sew my own clothes,cosplayed two different characters on both days...went to Shanghai, went to JApan ( yeah!!!)...... got a pair of fish from shanghai ( its a gift from the tourguide), made a few new frenz, made a new blog (byakuya blog), try out marching for blue house, broke my "every year celebrate my b'day" record, had a gathering wif the 6L-dians ( its on 01/01/09 but i'll juz count it coz skool haven reopen yet), finished a few manga , watch a few movies, help out in kprs.......etc....etc......=..=......yeah maybe to most ppl....i already played enuf, and its time i concentrate in my studies and work hard for spm.........thr's more stuff that i haven done and haven do enuf that WILL make me have regrets in 2009.....it might not be a very important thing in life....but its kinda important to me........ahhhh...look at me...i m crapping again....random feelings.....hahaha.....most of the negative feelings r true though.......
this story also reflects my life indirectly....now i m juz continueing it b'coz i feel happy to draw it !!!!
SEE!!!! i din even get enuf time to update on the Shanghai Trip and Japan Trip, Comic Fiesta and a whole lot of other thing i wana write.....i wana write /record it down so i will not regret more, so that i won't lost these sweet memories ......at least i can look bac at them and smile or laugh in the future.....recalling them while remembering the times as i look into the bright future........through these times that made me change or made me become ME........i dun wana forget them....no matter how many centuries have passed......and also my frenz ^_^....i wana be frenz wif u all /them forever...........so the first few episodes have really awful art....its improving till now but not gud enuf yet...... i recently juz added a few new characters b'coz in 2008 i got new frenz ^_^...
okay.....i dun really understand wat i juz said....nevermind.....by the way...i juz did my mini-masterpiece , even though its nth special but i duno how...sum how...it means a lot to me??......its a sketch of characters of digimon from 01,02,tamers,frontiers and savers....not all of the characters r in......not b'coz i dun wana draw or i hate them....juz duno how to fit in.....i took about 4 hours to finish the sketch ( 02/01/09 10.00pm - 11.00pm and 03/01/09 10.30am - 12.30 am) ....so far i 've drawn 2 digimon mix group pic...one is the digimons...another is the human partners only ( this one!)......thediimn one...i've finished since 2007 but haven upload coz i haven finis colouring itwif photoshop cs2....hahahah....XD....almost 1 yr + still haven finis yet....no time plus sumtimes lazy....finishing it was one my to do list items.....that's y i said time wasn't enuf for me......enuf of the long blabbering ......the pic...hope u like it....( above)...i m quite happy wif the result....coz i din think i can do it, even though i wana try....^_^ mind given some comments?....thnx~this manga when first made was actually a small revenge comic created to reveal and express my hatred( ? ) towards my enemies in standard 5...hahah XD.......