One OF 2009's MOST UNforgettable EXperience

School Rumble Tenma~...

SPM!!!!....duh....i bet everyone who has gone through this can't forget this VALUABLE, EXTRAORDINARY, "MARVELOUS", FRUITFUL, KNOWLEDGEABLE, UNFORGETTABLE NIGHTMARE!!! ( well...let's not include "those" SPECIAL GIFTED ppl...shall we?....let's look at average...unless my average standard is different?...O.o)...since 2010 is already going by soooooo fast....let's have a recap on how did i do in spm?...not exactly...to be exact!....its more of my "free time" in spm...yeah..u heard me...during spm as in WHEN I M DOIN DA PAPER!! NOT DURING AT HOME OR OUT OF THE HALL!!....

So, let's start with a summary of all subject b4 we go to the main point.13 subjects in total, 28 papers ( i think) , about 1 month, very lil time, and very stressful...i'll go in chronological order from day 1 till da end ( 14-12-09)

SPM eve - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! 

Day1(Wed 18th Nov) - oh no...BM :*scratch head* die la die la....tuition teacher is gona be sooo upset...

            SEJ: I M SO GONA FAIL SEJ>>>I HATE SEJ!!!

            BM 2 : tangan sakit, otak hancur....(officially announce that my BM is NOT GOOD!!!)

Day2 - har?...still 2nd day only ar?

           BI : OMG!!!! my essay T.T.....big head small body...and WTH!!?? i actually betrayed my brain analysis and took da risk to write a story...n i even made it fantasy!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!

           BI 2 : hmmm...so far so gud...quite confusing at times...but i wana complain sumthing....TIME TOO LONG!!! make me change too may answers i shud not hav change!!! Advice: trust ur 1st instinct !!

           SEJ 2: 100% DIE!!!!!! essay duno how to write summore...T_________T no face to c cik tan...n she actually expect me to get A??!!. ( officially announce my SEJ is HISTORY!!!)
        

Day3 - Let's FINISH THIS DAY N I CAN SLEEP IN PEACE!!!for awhile....EST 1 & 2: ummm..umm....i m sorry Pn thilaham....i lost my additional points on the way in to the hall.....must hav left them outside...T_T~~ n S@#%.....i put Bernoulli's principle instead of Aerofoil shape /_\~~~NOOOO~~~!!!

Day4(monday 22th nov) - MA 1 & 2 : err...ok ok la.....but....##$%&!!#@%&^*&.......careless mistake....

Day5 - PM : wat la....come today juz for this $@#@%&& paper.....n OHHH MAAAII GOT!!! i HATE NILAI's.........

Day6 - AM : One of my fav, one of most excited, yet...one of my worst......AM1 : is sumthing wrong?...y questions so not tricky de?

           AM2 : WAT THE...?!?!....Y SO DIFFERENT THAN AM1?????.....SOOOO FREAKING HARD!!!

 (holiday for thurs n fri...wiiipieeeXD)

Day7 ( Mon 30th Nov) - BIO 1,2,3 : I M SRY PN SHANTA.....T.T...i swear i listened in ur class and study.....but my brain doesn't seem to coorperate wif me.....wuuuu.......I m SURE i STUDIED EVERYTHING....except the ones that came out....

Day8 - DOOOOMMMMSSSDAAAAYYY...........SOOO DEAD.....DEATH...DESTROY!!....DESTRUCTION.....!!!....PA1 : not bad worr....i actually read n actually came out a few...unexpected... PA2 : I M SORRY FOR THOSE WHO TRIED TO TEACH ME......I M REEAALLY SORRY.....BUT I M SO GRATEFUL U GUYS ACTUALLY SPENT UR TIME TEACHING.......T____T....ques thnx to u guys... i CAN!!! XD.... ques 2-end....sry that all i can do....i left ques 2 & 3 blank....not totally blank but only scribble some stuff on....T.T

Day9 - PSV1 - SWT....come for one hour 15mins only......n LOL....WHOLE HALL ONLY 4 PPL!! XD~...n ooooooo~~~...nowonder its SENI....even the paper quality different...hahaha...smooth~~ ooo~~ but its jus objective....and COLOURED!!! every PAGE!!!...wat la...everyone go off 30 minutes after the paper start...= . = i wonder y they even giv so long time....

Day10 - PHY 1,2,3 : Thnx to kg who teach me solenoid n electromagnet ^.^!!!...but sadly...when i finally understand it...it din come out....=.,=".......but anyways....wow...our school is sooo good at spotting!!...questions quite similar...!!

Day11 - PSV2 : sheesh...eeveryone dun nid cum to school except me....=.,="....yalar i noe its my choice but still...feel "bu gan xin"...OH NO!! anther one of the excited, best, yet worst paper.....T.T~ XD~.....N APA LA!! when i needed a VERY GOOD CONDITION ( air-con) / ENVIRONMENT....then no electric pulak...........danial even prepared to take a pic whr 4 ppl in the hall oni......NOOOOOO my arr..art....artw...artwo..rk.....is...is...a....disas...ter.....except da sky.....only..........AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i SCREWED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Day12 ( Tue 8th Dec)- CHEM 1,2 ,3  : .......................i still duno how to write an equation....even though i noe how to balance...but if i can;t write...how to balance?.....T____T......But THNX a lot to my mom for teaching me chem  thnx to her, at least thr's a few things i m sure of...like how to calculate mole ( seriously i din oe until 3 months b4 spm)( no she is not a chem teacher...nor a chemist....she juz read n teach...but she's really scary.....n wat la...last minute she go n read her novels n left me alone to suffer the wrath of chem....T.T) ( XD~ 2nd LAST DAY OF SPM!!!! MERDEKA>>>>for now....)

Day13 (Mon 14th Dec) - BC 1&2 : Y CAN"T THEY PUT THIS ONE DAY AFTER CHEM??!! haihz....duno wat to say.....soooo many words i forgot how to write...T.T.......but hey...managed to crap it out....and yeah~ last paper.............but weird....i lost my excitement liao....dun even feel excited after the papers.....heh................

Comments : Cool~~ 13subjects in 13 days...XD~~...b4 spm started...i dun feel stress...or maybe i din notice?...one day b4 , the 1st n 2nd day of spm...i dun feel extreme stress n pressure...but i can't even sleep properly...its like my eyes r sleeping but i m awake...wide awake.....yet, at the end of spm, i dun feel the excitetement or relaxation anymore...it juz feels...neutral~~....n maybe i m OVERSTRESSED...that during the 1st n 2nd day, when i start my paper, i felt a fast n heavy heartbeat...and even a "pressure" on my leftside chest ( whr the heart is)....it feels lke sumthing is exerting pressure on my heart that it feels so uncomfortable n uneasy....sumthing like when u r really really really scared like the pressure i din not felt b4 spm juz suddenly burst out........i duno how to explain....@.@...but it really wasn't good...it was ok on the 3rd day...but came bac on the day i m having AM papers....maybe i m actually stressed by spm?.....anyway...I'll NEVER FORGET IT!!! and below r my freetime artworks...drawn DURING the EXAMINATION not after....not b4...but some of it is drawn when the teachers r collecting the papers....

accounts paper1....was bored...  

sketch of e.coli bacteria...XD~

LOOK! a COMET!!! BI 1

 emotions beside answers....

english i sketch the exam hall...was reeeaaally bored...da perspective went wrong...X.X

chemistry 2nd last paper!!~XD

ARTZ....\<~!@#___#@!~>/

yea...bout my art life ...hmmm...well....da major artwork is done ( Digimonz Digital Monsters) maybe its time for a new project! ....So, wat will be my nx artwork?....fanart again?....Random BGs ( backgrounds) ? Photo Editing? Manga? Animation? ( O.O....woah....not really for something so high tech yet!)  Painting? (.... last yr i juz bought a box of NEW poster colours SPECIALLY for SPM....still hav to think how to use it or not it'll be a waste...)...SKetching?....i duno...well, maybe let's see....and wait till inspiration finds it way to my mind...XD~ But i think i hav a raw & rough idea on wat to do....maybe i shud use mixed media ( like mixing water colour n colour pencil and crayon n computer editing...etc...) hmmm...not a bad idea~ but it consumes time...haihz...>.<...besides, college assignments & homeworks r piling up into a mini-mountain 8D~ of coz i dun need to state the reason rite? ( duh...i m lazy...)...hmmm....maybe will think of a simpler artwork....hmmm....

-EnD-

A girl's Best Weapon is her TearS???

I DUN THINK SO.....It might work on some ppl, but certainly not everyone....-.-...well, as ppl say nth is perfect rite?...but i seriously dun think that tearS r the BEST weapons for gurls....on my case, the more i cry, the angrier my parents get....seriously...it works more like a directly proportional relationship on my parents' anger...lol....well, yea of coz ur frenz will care 4 u if u cry..and comfort u n stuff.....but hey face it! its REALITY....sometimes some frenz might even talk behind ur backs abt how ur such a cry baby rite?....thus, ur reputation has gone down......furthermore, if the "audience" is a stranger...u only have about 50:50 chances to get his/her care.....y?.....most ppl will juz c u cry....feel pity...and walk away....some see, and pretend not to see becoz he/she doesn't wanna get involve in any troubles....a smaller percentage of kind hearted ppl will comfort and help u out.....slight chance though...unless ur lucky....

Tears r part of our biological "excretion"...main function : Cleanse or rinse the eyes from external dust, microorganism etc...that may irritate the eyes....in other words, protect ur eyes from the invasion of any external particles......However, as all of us noe....we dun use our tears this way.....we use it to convey emotions.....when we feel sad , blue , down, disappointed....etc....our tears may flow....coz of the emotional changes coz a certain hormone to secrete and eventually the hormone triggers the effectors ( i think...my bio long gone...lol) in our eyes to produce....tears.....Thus, tears expresses our emotions even though i think it wasn't initially used to do this function....lol ( if u hav a different opinion....dun mind me...coz everyone has their ways of seeing thing rite?...freedom~~!!)

But, if u actually feel veeeeeeerrrrryyyy depressed, or angry....or anything ....or that u feel like exploding....( dun worry...u won't explode so easily...), juz CRY!!! Let ur tears juz FLOW~ be it like a running tap, or like raining....juz let it go....dun keep it inside u...u'll feel uneasy...and hey! even if ur a guy....go ahead!! CRY~! who says guys r not suppose to cry?....Tears r natural thingz ya noe!.....It won't make u girlish...( i m talking bout true feelings cry...not that kind of crying whr u cry for nth or fuss abt...=.=) Dun worry....JUZ LET UR TEARS FLOW~~~~DUN WORRY ABT FLOOD.........well, if u feel ashamed, uhh...juz hide, lock urself in a room, hide under a blanket, or run to a corner n let ur tears flow....hey! but crying is nth to be ashamed of in the 1st place...we r so called human hav one human characteristic known as emotions.....so?....its juz like smiling....but of coz...u r not advice to feel sad everyday coz u might have a veeeerrryyyy unenjoyable life....crying ur life out...how bad is that?....lol... 

-EnD-

ps: did u noe that crying is gud 4 ur eyes?...its cleanses ur eyes ...and if u did not cry for a really long time, ur eyes muz be dirty....XD.....so wat r u waiting 4?...Let ur TEARS FLOW~~ but not 4 the sake of winning someone's care...

Audio! Sound! Beat! Style~ MUSIC ON!!! Realtek HD Audio Roxx~

ya know~? juz juz...which is like 7.26pm exactly 3 seconds ago....i was juz having fun with the Realtek HD Audio Application.... it was FuN~~~~~ XD

This was how it started out...

*ahem*.....juz came bac from college and carrefour (went wif parents..different story)....then 1st thing i do....FULL CHARGE AHEAD TO THE COMP!!!!.......(i haven been using since the day b4 yesterday >.<)....then i check n update some stuff....check mails...etc..etc...then i heard the echoes made by my comp...at first i tot i was imagining things da day b4 (whihc is 5/1/10) when i used the comp...dat time i did on any music or videos so idid not notice...but when i heard a few cancel sounds ( u know...the sound u hear when u cancel something...) i heard ECHOES....since it was only a bit, i wasn't bother to do anything bout it....but today...when i m screening anime..the echoes r VERY obvious...(juz like ur hearing theater version of the movie in ur own room) not that i hate it...but wif echoes...their sounds aren't that solid...and is slightly unclear...-.- i was annoyed coz it spoiled my mood ....then i asked my dad to come c if anything is wrong wif the speaker....he suggested that maybe the settings sumwhr were turned to theater mode...so we tried to adjust almost every sound settings to try n fix it...by accident....he clicked on a small icon on my taskbar (sound manager).....viola!found the criminal responsible for the echoes....

     guess what?....wat?.....it wasn't in theater mode...it was in BATHROOM MODE!! LOL.....nowonder thr's echoes...u can actually change the sound effects...and it was COOL~~ thr's mountain, forest, concert hall, alley, stone cell...etc...etc ...and u can also change the style of the sounds! Live, rock, classic, dance, club, pop...etc...WHAT'S EVEN ........BETTER....I can actually change the pitch~ in other words....lets say the song is sung by a girl...when i chang the pitch to the highest...it sounded like a CHIPMUNK! yes! that is how they do for Alvin and the Chipmunks....LOL....and it was Funneh!...then i tried combining all the different sound effects and play wif all the functions....WAY KEWL~~XD

-EnD-

The Arrival of a New Year, The END of Certain Things...

~DIGIMONZ~

Such as......MY MASTERPIECE~~~!!!! Digimonz a.k.a Digimon Group is FINALLY DONE!!! ( Last night 1.20am) WOOOHOOO~~~!!!  I wonder if i can send it to otaku zone in the star newspaper to be post?...hmmm....anyway...ITS GUD ENUF TO SEE IT FINALLY DONE!!!...OMG...this one actually took years...and i mean it...years...2 years...i draw it since 2007 ( i think)...and coloured it via Adobe Photoshop CS2 ( yalar...i m outdated...) ever since....it doesn't really need 2 yrs...juz dat only once a blue moon i coloured it...after spm..i made a "promise" to myself to finish it 4 2010....looks lke i failed...i was 24 hours late...since i finished in 1/1/2010....lol...nvm...At least it is DONE!!!! MUZ GIVE SOME COMMENTS !!!! ( BAD OR GUD)

Other accomplishments? :

Tsubasa Chronicles

Finished Tsubasa Chronicles ( T.T....i dun want it to end...*sniff*...)

Watched Twilight Saga : New Moon in Cinema ( err...one word to describe..无原无辜.juz like how my cousin bro said b4 i watch....)

Bought a few DVDs : 2012, MJ, Princess Protection Program ( my mom wanna watch..) , Anastasia ( best disney movie EVER!! for me...i wanna rewatch...and finally found it!) and other disney movies that cam with it, Band Slam...etc...

SOUL EATER

Start new manga : Soul Eater ( really nice and cool~~!! I even bought the ps2 game XD~) and Butler Hayate ( i duno da english name)( very cute and funny....XD....laughed like crazy)

Registered for a college : Inti...finally made my decision ( actually i kinda "tembak-ed" coz i wan jan intake coz i think my real results would be worst than my forecast)

Finished Combining 3 versions of Canon : yea~...finally done it...i also put in none canon phrases which can fit in...for me i think is better than the 1st combination...(its a modified version of my 1st combination)

Tidy up my room : phew...yesterday i finally take action to tidy up my messy room...since my display cabinet is full of dust...i took my time to wipe each and every item...and also change the displays slightly.... and now my room is sparkling.

Hyuuga Hinata

Cosplaying Hyuuga Hinata : is a success...well...without the pouch...even though the group was a bit unorganized and everyone duno go whr...but at least i got my costume...and cosplay on Comic Fiesta day 1 & 2. its nice to actually made a few new frenz...^.^ looking forward to next year's CF!!

i called it the YO! BUNNY T-shirt...lol

 Family Tee

Designed T-shirts : Well, my family came out with an idea to design a T-shirt for everyone to wear during cny...since mymom is one of the active "organizers" she wanted my to help...instead...i designed "my own" t-shirt...and then only start helping out lol.....Yo! Bunny T-shirt i design juz simply but pasting randomly the bunny icon ....thats it... the family t-shirt...i was kinda annoyed coz my mom keep on asking me to faster design...so i juz simply draw stick-man figures...lol...then after 1 hour of modifiying ...the result isn't so bad...it was hilarious...LOL.....i dun think anyone dare to wear.....


-EnD-